UGH...

Sometimes I don't like myself. I'm not talking about hair or weight or pimples. I'm talking about a strong distaste for my own ways. I was completely warned. What did I do? I allowed my feelings to get involved. Its like this every time and damn, have I not learned anything yet. I just don't know how long I can keep this up. I have my own issues, my grandfather is dying, and then there is this guy situation. It makes me feel less than, like I deserve better. But then, its like, Brandice, what can yiu expect? I need a nap.